Alone in the universe?

So, it’s the weekend and once again, I feel a bit hopeless and sad about my marriage.  My husband doesn’t help me around the house. Our daugther was fussy all week and there were a few nights when I was up all night with her. So today I was really tired, but I didn’t get any support from him. He actually went up to take a nap while I was downstairs feeding her. It never occurs to him, to say I’ll take care of her and you go take a nap.  I had to vacuum the floor three times today (after each meal) b/c she is at the stage where she wants to feed herself so it’s a big mess when she is finished.

We were supposed to go out today, but our plans changed b/c of the thunderstorm and he’s upset with me that I “ruined” the day.  He feels that the weekends are his time to relax – browses the net and plays video games a lot.   I had no idea that having a baby could change my life so much.  When he wants to have sex he is mister nice and very considerate – I feel like an idiot for even falling for it.

This is not what I expected when I got married. I feel like I married a completely different person that the man I’m now living with.  I’ve changed too – I know that (but I had a baby!!!) I’m now responsible for the health and well being of a small helpless child.  She has to come first – right? Am I wrong?  I don’t know anymore

Am I alone in this?

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